My girlfriend and I had been together for 5 years and are both 21 now. We both go to college and live only a couple blocks from each other. Over the last few months she told me that I wasn’t talking to her very much and she felt like we weren’t even together. I have been very busy with school and my sleep schedule doesn’t really line up with hers(I wake up at noon and she wakes up at 8 am). At one point we sat down and talked about it and we came to the conclusion that I love her but am not in love with her anymore. I did kind of agree that I had fallen out of love but after a little while of talking I convinced her to wait for me to find my way back to her. She had done some things about 6 months prior that I had stayed around for and waited for her to find her way back into our relationship. So she said okay. Then, about 4 days later, she came over and told me that she couldn’t sit around and wait for me to fall back in love with her, so we decided to end things. At the time, I honestly felt like it was for the best, but now, a week later, I feel like I just threw away one of the greatest things in my life. I don’t know how to live my life without her and I feel lost. I don’t think I ever realized how much she does for me and now that she’s gone, I feel empty. This is the 3rd time we have broken up in 5 years, but this one felt final. I’m realizing now how much we relied on each other and now that I can’t even talk to her, I realize that I’ve lost my best friend. A couple of my friends kind of think that maybe we should stop this and move our separate ways, while others think that maybe it was a bad idea to breakup. I have no idea what to do, but I know that I really do love her and think that I made a huge mistake.
TL;DR My girlfriend and I broke up after 5 years and now I feel like I made one of the biggest mistakes of my life.
Submitted March 02, 2021 at 12:28PM by Sir_JMo_III https://ift.tt/3sK1HU1
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