I've(20f) been in a relationship with my boyfriend(23M) for around 11 months. Up until a couple of weeks our relationship was going well and we had little no arguments. I felt that our sex life was going downhill and that he didn't feel sexually attracted to him. I asked and he did tell me he wasn't sexually attracted to me for a while due to porn. After confessing that he did cut out porn and he became sexually attracted to me once again.
During that time we went on a relationship break for a few weeks and we decided either one of us can have sex with whoever we want. During those weeks I couldn't have any sexual encounters or meet anyone due to issues with my birth control and bleeding. My boyfriend did meet someone but it was a horrible situation where they basically didn't respect him and he regrets it.
We ended the break and that's where I began to start throwing digs at him. I felt angry that the one person who was supposed to feel attracted to me was more interested in porn/Instagram models than me. Also I felt jealous which I really shouldn't because he had a horrible experience with the person he met during our break.
TLDR: I'm annoyed at the fact my boyfriend wasn't attracted to me for a period of time and that has completely ruined my self esteem and I've been acting toxic to him ever since.
Submitted October 07, 2021 at 11:20PM by maevewiley554 https://ift.tt/3uSDnlh
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