My (39f) bf (38m) of 2 years just slow faded me. Once I realized this, I threw up, had a panic attack and my anxiety is sky high. I can’t stop crying. How can I cope?

My bf canceled our plans last week because he was supposedly too sick. It all seemed very strange cause he was also too sick to talk to me or text me. He told me he would make it up to me on Saturday, that was last Saturday and nothing. This week he texted me once on Tuesday to let me know he was doing better. I texted him Wednesday morning and he said he was sick again. Then that night he said he was a little better. Well, I haven’t heard from him since Wednesday and today’s Friday, but he’s posting funny videos on Facebook. I haven’t even seen him in 2 weeks. I feel it in my gut and in my heart he ditched me. How can I cope?

TLDR; My (39f) bf (38m) of 2 years slow faded (ghosted) me. He told me he was sick, then slowly he fell off the face of the earth. I can’t believe he would do this to me after 2 years. How can I cope?

Submitted October 30, 2021 at 01:04AM by Sea_Cause_6930 https://ift.tt/3vYJMf6