Broke up with bf and now it sucks
i (32f) broke up with my bf (32m) a month ago and I can’t stop thinking about him.
I know it was the right thing to do at the time but I can’t help feeling like he’s the only one out there for me. At the time when I broke up with him and when I would fantasize about ending things I felt more optimistic. I don’t know what it is. Maybe hanging around friends who are couples. Maybe I’m PMS’ing.
The reason for our break up was he was a depressive and not making the changes needed to meet me at what I felt was the halfway point in our relationship. I feel like if I were to reach out to him I’d have to contort myself to meet him where he’s at and I can’t do it anymore.
At the same time, I know he’d be a loving father. He tries to make me happy. and Maybe we just don’t communicate well. Or maybe I haven’t ever really told him how lonely I am and have been in our relationship. I feel we are distant strangers, but I still miss him and love him in a weird way.
What would you do?
tldr: broke up with my boyfriend and now i want to reach out to him. is this a false promise?
Submitted October 31, 2021 at 02:15AM by Specialist-Sun9236 https://ift.tt/3pQoRde
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