For the past few months I’ve had a gut feeling he’s been cheating on me. Every time he’d leave for the weekend for work I’d become obsessed over the idea. I couldn’t figure out why the thought of him cheating couldn’t leave my mind. It wasn’t the first time I was suspicious but then I could banish those thoughts from my head and it wasn’t reoccurring.
The pieces came into place when he returned from “work.” He tried to hide his phone when texting the girl he was cheating on me with but failed. I saw the messages and it was clear that he was cheating. I didn’t say anything because I still wasn’t sure I explained it away to myself as maybe he’s texting a family member who he is close with.
He exposed himself later though during a conversation we were having. He asked me if I had seen jango and I listed a bunch of random characters who I thought were in the movie. I never seen the movie at all so the people didn’t make sense. He told me that I was talking crazy in a joking manner. The name that came out of his mouth though wasn’t mine.
He called me Mariah and my name is Courtney. Once I saw a message on his phone come from a “Mar” but I didn’t jump to conclusions. I wasn’t trying to be a crazy gf accusing him of cheating. “Mar” seemed to be a female name to me but maybe it could’ve been one of his friends.
Well I left the house with our daughter because I could no longer stand his presence without feeling sick. I told him I was taking her for a drive. While I was out I texted him that he loved someone else other than me. Of course he calls my phone and asks what I’m talking about. I confronted him and asked who Mariah was. He lied telling me he didn’t know her and had no clue who she was.
Then he lied about saying her name and said he never said that. If you know me I don’t like accusing people of things they aren’t doing. I wouldn’t accuse him of cheating to his face without evidence. I know he knows that I’m aware of his infidelity. The next morning on the way to his job he plays careless whisper and says the song is for me. I felt like that was an indirect apology yet he hasn’t fessed up verbally.
TL; DR found out my bf is cheating I want to leave but it’s painful for me
Submitted October 12, 2021 at 04:38AM by OzentheUnfazed https://ift.tt/3mFAQqE
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