I am in total shock and I can’t really feel anything.
I started seeing this guy and I was really, really, really into him. We had gone on three dates and he seemed so honest, genuine, and everything I was looking for. We had a date set for Saturday and I was going to stay over at his house. He tells me today that he recently found out he had contracted herpes. I had given him oral twice unprotected, and not yet had sex. When I asked when he found out he admitted that he knew between the two times, and still let me go down on him without knowing.
I don’t know what to feel. This is so disappointing and scary. I just got tested last week but not for herpes and now I have to figure out where I can go tomorrow. Do urgent cares test for this kind of thing? How long will it take me to get the results? I have read that it is rare to contract it orally but of course I’m petrified. I feel like I need to ask him follow up questions but I don’t know what those are.
I have a pimple that’s formed just below my nose, but not close to my lip. Is it possible that it could be an outbreak.
I’m assuming I should never engage with this dude again? Is it bad that I’m so sad because I really liked him? I just can’t believe it. He cried and said he panicked and was a coward. I don’t know what to do from here and I’m just panicking.
TLDR: my new partner let me give him oral knowing he had contracted HSV2 and now idk what to do next
Submitted February 19, 2020 at 07:47PM by yellowyoloyoyo https://ift.tt/2SKrBbh
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