Why would my (26f) boyfriend (23m) date me when I seem to be the opposite of what he’s attracted to? I’m scared he’ll cheat on me with someone more his type.

Me and my boyfriend are going on two years together. We met on whisper with no intention on dating but ended up dating two months later, and have been together since.

I love this guy to death. I wanna marry him. He loves me. He does everything he can to make me happy. He even gave up porn when I brought up that it hurts my feelings and makes me incredibly insecure because we live together. It didn’t matter before that but it bothered me after. He was sweet and said after we met, he barely watched it anymore anyway and didn’t need it.

I discovered his porn habits from previously and found his Reddit account from before we had the porn talk.

I couldn’t feel anymore like I’m not his type.

All of what he looks at are girls with big boobs, red hair, absolutely stunning and hot and sexy. A lot of mixed girls. Even him specifically posting asking for mixed girls. Big butts. Just perfect.

I’m a white girl. I don’t have a big butt. I have small boobs. I’m not thick. It’s impossible for me to be sexy or hot. I’m average at best.

Why would he date me? I feel like it’s inevitable that he will cheat on me eventually because I’m not what he likes sexually. I feel like he’ll realize he’s missing out and then I’m screwed.

I need advice :( should I try to look like those girls so he’s satisfied? I don’t wanna get hurt.

Tl;dr; I’m not my boyfriends type physically or sexually. I’m terrified he’ll cheat with someone more his taste one day. Why would he date me if I’m not even his type?

Submitted October 02, 2021 at 02:20PM by Ok-Chef-7803 https://ift.tt/3B1ihDr