Ok we were supposed to be intimate. I was in a good mood. I showered and was getting ready to be with him but he had taken off his shorts and I spotted a small stain on his boxers near the rear.
This turned me off instantly. The thing about me is I have thee biggest aversion to stains even if I make them myself. As I get older I'm finding that my tolerance level for unhygienic things is increasing. My new worries are shared swimming pools and washing machines, after I spotted dirty underwear in a washer. I now have to completely rethink how I do laundry.
I was relieved when he said he was going to shower but I couldn't get the image out of my head and I didn't see him as attractive and I started to judge him in my head.
On top of that he kept passing gas like he always does and that just killed the mood even further.
Well he was frustrated with me and drove me home in silence and that's understandable because I'm always either gassy, aggravated or picky about things before sex.
I didn't tell him about why I couldn't have sex. I just kept thinking about it. I want to tell him and I feel that I should tell him especially if we plan to live together.
I just want fresh, clean sheets, clean butts and genitals and no farting before we have sex.
My brain will fixate on a stain and ruminate. I hate it. I couldn't eat dinner tonight because of that. I just feel so uncomfortable.
Do you think I should?
Tl;dr I was about to have sex with my boyfriend but then saw a stain on his underwear and it turned me off so we didn't have sex. Should I tell him the reason I didn't want to have sex?
Submitted July 24, 2021 at 09:24PM by CrazyBrainss https://ift.tt/2UFlngC
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