My ex (22M) dumped me (21F) two and a half weeks ago. It’s been emotionally and mentally draining. We’ve hung out a few times, he’s doing amazing, looks so happy.. I’m not mad about it, just jealous. I feel like I haven’t even begun to heal. Some days are just pure torture, other days I feel on top of the world. We’re both in college and are from the same home city (3 hours away). I’ve considering moving back home with my family (4 months before my lease is up) because it genuinely hurts living 5 minutes from him. I’m trying to let go of the hope that there will ever be a chance for us again, but it’s so hard being so close, and still being in contact. I’m pretty weak, struggling to just go no contact. I feel like the right choice is moving back home, and shutting this door behind me. I know I’d still be in pain, but atleast I could start to move on and not back slide whenever I want to see him. My mom told me he’s getting what he wants by me giving half of myself to him while he is single, meanwhile, I want all of him and get a quarter of him. Would you move back to your home city? I get overwhelmed with the thought of it because when I decide to move 3 hours away, then the door and the hope of an “us” truly is gone. There’s no way to reopen that the way it is when you’re down the street from each other.
TLDR; considering moving 3 hours away to leave my my hope of getting back together behind me. What would you do?
Submitted March 31, 2021 at 04:25PM by throwfarawaybuddy https://ift.tt/3mamqyr
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