I'll do my best to condense this as much as possible. Her(30f) and I(36m) were together for 4 years. She left 3 months ago. Since then we have seen each other off and one and recently had been seeing each other a couple times a week. Things were going well and we were getting along very well and we agreed to remove anything from our lives that could be distractions (potential dates, tinder profiles etc).
Yesterday, she was at her moms all day drinking and out of nowhere after things were going well between us, she was being terribly nasty to me. I mean, literally the worst.
She kept telling me about this guy she's talking to that are just "friend" (yeah right) and lives 11 hours away in another state. She was texting me over and over saying "he's such a nice guy, he's such a great guy". Apparently his name is Ryan. She also said "what are you going to do if i move to Boston with Ryan?" Then she kept calling me (I only answered the first couple times) to tell me I never meant anything to her at all and I never satisfied her in bed and would hang up on me when I tried talking. She even went as far as to tell me she f*cked someone else 2 weeks ago (her and i slept together 2 weeks ago). The night ended with her texting me a long string of nasty things like she had been doing all day along with a picture of this guys dic*. I've left out a lot of nasty sh*t she said to me because it's all a blur at this point. My heart was racing the entire night out of hurt and anger. How do I find motivation to move forward? Starting over at 36 feels bad.
What in the actual f*ck? A complete 180 and treating me the worst anyone has EVER treated me? Being drunk is not an excuse for how you treat others. I can't forgive her now. I'm fucking hurt and furious at her and myself for trusting her. I feel out of control of my emotions and crazy.
tldr: My ex and I were trying to work things out. One night she got drunk and texted very very nasty things to me, along with sending me a picture of another guys dic*. I'm so mad at her and myself.
Submitted July 23, 2021 at 07:09AM by Xidion https://ift.tt/3eQ6HSC
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