My husband (25M) makes me (22F) feel insane for having normal emotions since he found out about my mental illnesses

I (22F) was diagnosed with Bipolar disorder, PTSD, anxiety, ADHD, and clinical depression. These were diagnosed when i was 14, Bipolar disorder and PTSD last year. I would like to note that I am medicated and in therapy and its all going well.

My husband is on reddit (but doesn't follow this thread) and this is not a throw away because honestly, im so sick of this that idc if he sees it. I apologize ahead of time for this long post!

Ever since he (25M) found out about my Bipolar and PTSD diagnosis, he thinks that everytime I get angry or upset or whatever, that its an "episode" and treats me like im insane for feeling this way. The thing is, he is the one thats making me feel like this!

I say something and it doesn't matter to him. I'll start talking about a memory of mine and he'll interrupt me with "does your story have a point?" Whether i was rambling or not. I dont like repeating myself constantly but I always have to because he doesn't remember anything important.

I will tell him something from experience or something ik a lot about and he tells me he doesn't believe me and either looks it up to fact check me or argues with me because he thinks im wrong. If I do something that he doesn't like, suddenly I am a "stupid bitch". I get angry and upset about this a lot and I really feel like I have a valid reason to be!

He thinks that i have no reason to act this way. When he asks what my problem is, I tell him that its him and he simply wont acknowledge it and wont apologize for this behavior. I sometimes will bring up divorce but he doesn't take it seriously.

Am I crazy here? Because I really feel like it. Sorry if this doesn't make sense

Tl;dr My husband thinks im insane for experiencing human emotions and idk if i can handle it anymore

Submitted July 20, 2020 at 11:23AM by Teaaler https://ift.tt/3hjvld2