Hey! Sorry but I need to vent and I can't turn to anyone in my life.
First of all I just want to say that I( F22) love my bf(M25) with everything in me. He's really great does his best to look after me!
I'm here because I'm currently in a weird position. It all started about November when my bf left his house suddenly and needed a place to stay. So obviously i welcomed him with open arms and made sure that he felt like this was his home also. And he started treating it as so. Which I was thrilled about, because I wanted him to feel at home, and comfortable. It was just him and I living here and it was nice. Since then we were talking about our future plans of living together etc. He's since found an apartment closer to work because he didn't like the commute from my house.
Now, I need to move out of the house I'm in because my parents need to rent it out. And he told me to move in there, (it will only be for a month or two, until my new place is available).
I don't know why it hurts so much that he's very outstraight that this place is HIS.
I tripped over his bag in my house today and said " oh god I'm tripping over things in yours and mine at this stage" and his reply was "it's my house"
I don't know why that cut today but it just did. I'm sitting here now with a sick feeling and on the verge of tears.. really not sure if I can go 'home-to his house' everyday after college.
Thanks for reading and I'm sorry for the rant just had to get it out
Tdlr: it's my house m(25) f(22)
Submitted March 01, 2020 at 11:40AM by nuttinmybuttagain1 https://ift.tt/3agJfJq
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