I started seeing this girl that I went to high school with a couple months ago. We started hooking up after seeing each other at a party right before new years. Since then we have been seeing each other a couple times a week and i am beginning to like her more and more and the sex has been incredible.
Yesterday we were dirty talking over text to each other all day about how much we wanted to have sex so I invited her around 4 pm to come over later that night. After I invited her over she found out her father who was out of the country was having a health emergency (semi serious).
She came over anyways and I started to try to hook up with her. She stopped me and said she didn't want to have sex tonight and explained to me what was going on with her father(this was the first i heard of it). I immediately stopped my advances and told her that was 100% fine and asked if she wanted to talk to me more about what was going on with her father. We talked for a while and she was relieved I was willing to listen and not pushing to have sex.
After we were done talking we were laying in bed cuddling and said she was really sorry she wasn't in the mood to have sex. I held her close and told her she has nothing to apologize about and that i never want her to feel like she is obligated to have sex with me, even if we had been dirty talking or planning to have sex. I then said i was just happy to see her and glad she felt comfortable talking to me about her father. She thanked me very genuinely and said she really appreciates me saying that. I was so happy about how she responded that i had a couple tears roll down my face. I felt really weird about it and said i hope you don't think I'm a wimp for tearing up. She just looked me in the eyes and said i was incredible. She then said i was really sweet and thanked me again for what I said.
Now i know i should think about this as a good thing but i can't get it out of the back of my mind that i was maybe being too nice? Something similar happened to me in the past when i teared up with a girlfriend and i feel like she lost feelings for me afterwards. When that happened the sexual tension wasn't the same afterwards. I just felt weird that she called me sweet, because i feel like it is more of a friend zone connotation.
This girl and I haven't said we are exclusive yet, or defined the relationship. But i am quite certain it is way more than a friends with benefits. We stay over at each other's houses, have met each other's families and talk about way more things than just sex. It seems we have a deep emotional connection and i am definitely falling for her. I am just worried that i might have ruined something. Should i bring up the tears next time i see her?
TL;DR I teared up in front of a girl i had been seeing for 2 months after she responded very warmly to something i said. She called me sweet. How should i feel about the situation and should i bring it up next time i see her?
Submitted February 20, 2020 at 04:17PM by praxpraxbasia https://ift.tt/37NR8ob
No comments:
Post a Comment