I (20m) recently lost my girlfriend and best friend in the world (20f) and now its like im reminded of her in everything.
I went out for a meal and all i could think about was how she would spam my msgs telling me to take pictures and show her all of my food.
I was scrolling through youtube and i pass videos on games that we played together and instantly end up flooded with those memories.
I havent been able to listen to music because it reminds me of all the times we listened to music together.
Theres so many more situations like this, and every single one i break down crying.
since losing contact, ive been really falling apart, to the point where i had to talk to family about going to therapy. But i wont be able to start for a while, so for now, i dont know if im going crazy. Or if what im going through is normal.
Tldr: i had a break up, and now everything in day to day life reminds me of her, and causes me to break down crying. I dont know if its normal. Or if it will ever stop.
Submitted February 29, 2020 at 03:26PM by dmwbshyyh https://ift.tt/39eTo9x
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