It was a normal Saturday we spent the day together and we had a good time. We went to the store and on the way home I glanced over at her and saw a Snapchat conversation open with a pic of her butt and the name Chris at the top of the chat.
My stomach dropped. I asked her who Chris was and why she was sending a booty pic to him. She preceded to get angry with me and say it was one of her patreon subscribers and that I should already know she does stuff like this, but I didn’t know it was like that. I thought she just posted there, not actually interacting with them. Besides this was Snapchat not patreon. It just feels way more personal.
Since August she started a patreon of her cosplays, streaming, and some lewds. I’ve helped her with it with taking pictures, editing, setting up her streaming of games and other stuff. When she decided to do it I was told she wasn’t going to post nudity. I told her i was comfortable with that.
Tonight after we got back to her house I did something I’m not proud of. I got on her computer and read through her messages on patreon and discovered a plethora of nudes, videos, and other things she was sending to a bunch of men. I’m so heart broken. I know it’s not technically cheating but I didn’t even get any consideration about it. I’m very understanding and I probably would have been okay with it if she had told me she wanted to do that. I know I have no say in what she does with her body, I never would try to. But I feel like this is a major lie that I can’t ignore. I feel completely betrayed and I’m already insecure. I just don’t know what to do.
I confronted her about it and she began to try and gaslight me saying that I should have known that’s what she was doing and that everyone does it. 2 years of dating and I didn’t even get a notice. I already am very insecure and have a deep rooted fear of being cheated on because my mother had an affair when I was young and it destroyed my family. Which lead to a drug addiction of which I’ve been clean and sober from for 4 years.
TL;DR my gf of two years has secretly been selling nudes behind my back. I don’t know what to do.
Submitted January 03, 2021 at 03:02AM by tenaciousdan55 https://ift.tt/3n94jaM
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