I [28m] an emotionally abusive partner

So like the title suggest, I am abusive. I just lost a woman very important to me. We have had our ups and downs but I never committed the way she needed/deserved. I never physically cheated but I had side women for what could only be called ego boosts. Honestly our relationship needed to end but the way I treated her and honestly other women needs to stop. Acceptance is the first step but how do I become a better friend/partner/lover? Men who used to be like this and got better, how did you change?

TLDR: I use, ignore/belittle emotions, and only think of myself. I want to be better.

Submitted September 23, 2020 at 08:07PM by 4thOfHisName https://ift.tt/3mHu7Ml