Hey everyone!
Throwaway account because reasons. I wanted to get everyone’s thoughts and advice on my current situation.
I’ve been engaged for 2 years now and I’m scheduled to get married in September. I love my fiancé. I really do. I love her and yet I can’t stop thinking about how happy I’d be and how financially independent I’d be if I wasn’t engaged and it was just me. To be honest, I would have broken up with her a while ago if it wasn’t for the shame and embarrassment i feel. I love my fiancé. I really do! Sometimes, I can’t imagine life without her. She’s unbelieving caring and kind. At the same time, she can be unbelievably controlling and angry. It seems as though the littlest things set her off and she gets upset the minute I have without her.
In my heart of hearts, I think I know what I have to do. I love her but it isn’t going to work out. How do I go about ending this when my wedding is two months away and both families think everyone is going great? I can’t help but shake the feeling that I need to get out of this. I’ve felt it for over a year.
TL;DR: I love my fiancé but I don’t see my future together with her. We’ve been engaged 2 years and are supposed to be married in two months. Over the past year, everything inside me has been yelling get out. What do I do? I want out but I feel trapped.
Submitted July 24, 2019 at 04:40AM by anny1021 https://ift.tt/2OdYKvr
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