Me 33F with husband 38M of 4 years. I am a recovering person with an eating disorder. He sent me a video of very plus sized models to show me how he sees me.

When I was 14 I deep dove into a bad eating disorder. I became extremely small, ended up in rehab and have struggled even in the last year.

I am not comfortable with my body. My husband was previously married to a very petite, gorgeous woman.

His oldest daughter, and himself have both told me I am not his normal type because I am curvy. Even though (through recovery) my only curvy bits I see are my fake boobs. He also told his mom I am a "bigger girl" and he loves me for it.

Today my husband shared a link of very plus sized models and told me that is how he sees me. No shame to these women, but I dont see myself anywhere close to them.

I immediately broke down and he has been very mean to me since.

I dont know what to do or how to feel. Whenever he sees a cute celebrity in a movie or show he comments on how "little" her body is. But hardly comments on mine, unless we are having sex then he just says he likes it.

Tl:dr recovering from an ED, husband sent me a video of very plus sized models on a runway explaining that's how he sees me.

Submitted July 27, 2019 at 02:00PM by cwb56789 https://ift.tt/32ZDe19