I have been seeing this girl for about 2 months now. She was over at my place yesterday and we were watching a movie.
At some point in the movie she casually mentioned that a guy was cute. I said "don't say that because it makes me insecure" kind of in a joking way with a laugh. I kinda do that a lot with her where I make a lot of ironic jokes etc.
She then replies "well he's white and you're brown he's automatically cuter".
Then of course she kissed me on the cheek and said "just kidding" but imo there are certain lines you don't cross even when you kid. She's brown herself and I would NEVER say something like that to her because I'm not a fucking prick.
I did kind of forget about it afterwards and we did make out intensely on the couch later and we did have sex afterward in my room too.
But today morning I remembered that remark again and it just made me intensely angry and hurt for some reason. We've been texting today as usual but there's like this dark cloud of anger that's held over me all day. I even threw my body wash on the floor of my tub in the morning in anger lol.
I don't know why. I know that I am objectively an above average looking person. Yet this remark really makes me hurt and angry, even if she was actually kidding.
I am also someone who goes great lengths to avoid confrontation, and I'd never bring it up over text or in person because I just don't want confrontation. That's just me, I'll just stew in my own mind.
Tl;Dr: Crass remark under the guise of "kidding". Am I overreacting and need to get over it? Or am I in the right?
Submitted May 03, 2019 at 09:28PM by throthrowth http://bit.ly/2vCyEGw
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