I [21F] envy my boyfriend's [24M] success

I have always had low self esteem and anxiety issues.My boyfriend recently graduated from the Uni.We used to be at the same department.They hired him at a great conpany after doing his interniship there.He is very skilled and smart.He told me that he will get a job promotion and it is very likely that he gets a PhD through his job projects. The thing is that I can't stop comparing myself to him.I feel inferior and resentfuk for him.I should be excited and happy and proud of him.But all I can feel is depression and envy :( It sucks

Tl;dr: I compare myself to my boyfriend and feel inferior

Submitted September 30, 2018 at 07:54AM by chickpea_97 https://ift.tt/2xNOiAi