TLDR: My father is dead and I don't know what to do with myself
My father had his first stroke when he was about 40-ish and I was about to start 5th grade. He's made so much progress with speech in his speech group and I was so proud, but he was very unhealthy after the stroke.
He drank Gatorade without exercising, he rarely went to the gym, he spent a lot of time on the couch, he ate a lot of meat.
We tried to get him to be healthier, but I think it was too late by the time he started to get serious.
Last night, he had a second stroke. We (my younger sister [12/F], mother [42/F] and grandfather [68?/M]) spent about 5 hours in the hospital before we were called to the consultation room where we were later told he had a heart attack and didn't make it.
I could not cry and I didn't know why I couldn't. I love him, but that night I couldn't feel sad.
It's the next morning and I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I can't get him out of my head. I've tried to do what I normally do (play games and watch Youtube) but I can't seem to focus.
What am I supposed to do now that he's gone?
Submitted May 06, 2019 at 06:05AM by ScoopskiPotatoes66 http://bit.ly/2H3Rj4t
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