39 weeks pregnant [F31], found out boyfriend [M26] has been cheating with ex [25F] our entire relationship

I’m absolutely devastated. I guess it’s better to find out now, a few weeks before giving birth, than never. My whole world has come crashing down.

I am vaguely familiar with my boyfriend’s dating history and knew about the ex girlfriend as that, simply an ex girlfriend. We have been dating for almost a year and a half, and we got pregnant unexpectedly. I never had any reason to believe that he was still communicating with her. I found out that he sent her money for her birthday because he left his cash app open. When he wasn’t looking, I went into his messages and saw them referencing having sex and talking explicitly. She sent him explicit pics and what made it worse was that he was practically begging her to send more. What also made it worse was that the man I loved and thought I knew didn’t tell her off when she said “we should get married later in life” and that “he was supposed to get her pregnant first”. This girl he dated years and years ago, in high school and college.

It makes me sick to think the my child’s father has been cheating on me throughout our entire relationship. It hurts that he would betray me and our son like this. He cried and told me he was sorry, but I broke things off. I don’t know if I can do this alone. We don’t live with each other, but live in the same apartment complex. We were planning to move in together at the end of his lease.

TLDR: boyfriend of 1.5 years cheated on me multiple times with ex. I am pregnant and don’t know what to do.

Submitted May 05, 2019 at 04:25PM by pregnantandstrained http://bit.ly/309a4Lw