We’ve been dating for around 3 years and I’ve been living with her for the past 2 years. Things used to be great in the beginning of our relationship, we were so in love and never could be separated.
She just told me recently that our lives seem very repetitive and that there’s no romance anymore. She told me how it feels one sided and she’s very right. She does a lot for me, but I don’t put the same energy doing the same. She’s my first gf and we’ve been together for this long so in a way I got comfortable with our lives, but she feels lonely, like I don’t want her anymore.
I basically don’t have an ounce of romance in my blood, so whenever I think of romantic things to do for her, i have to think very hard and it stresses me out sometimes. I wish it came natural to me, I love her with my heart and I couldn’t see myself with another person. I want her to feel that I want her and that there’s a reason to keep this relationship. She says she won’t leave me, but I know that this will only get worse and affect her mental health more and more.
I do think about her all the time and I want to do everything that I can to surprise her and make her feel loved, but it just doesn’t come so natural to me. I don’t know why I’m not romantic or why i have to work so hard to do so. I broke down emotionally and cried thinking about it because it’s devastating to think she feels this way.
Tl;dr: I’m not romantic enough towards my gf and she feels lonely and that our lives are very repetitive. She wants to feel more wanted and I want to do everything I can to make her feel that way, but when I try to be romantic and do things for her i have to think very hard and end up getting stressed sometimes. I love her with my heart and I wish being romantic came natural to me, unfortunately it doesn’t. I want to save this relationship before it’s too late.
Submitted May 03, 2021 at 04:25PM by nolanoooo https://ift.tt/3nP5XAy
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