Throwaway because of the context and also because he knows my main account
I've been with my boyfriend for the past 3 years, and we're both currently in college and not living together. I've known him longer than we've been dating, and that goes back years, and we've been best friends through high school and people thought we were dating before we actually were. However, I'm writing this because of something I'm uneasy and slightly bothered by, and I want to get another opinion on it and potential advice on what I should do, if anything
The reason I'm writing this is because of someone he was masturbating to, and I don't know the person personally or anything like that, and I also have no issue with him doing it as I also do myself and he's cool with
However, I'm aware that he gets off to certain people he follows on Instagram and sometimes saves certain photos he likes too, and the usual kink is yogis from what I've seen and the accounts he follows and porn hub, and I've never really had an issue with it until recently
My boyfriend exchanged several emails with a yoga teacher who is in our area, and I saw them on his laptop that I frequently use, and she offered lessons through a nearby gym or at her home studio, and the one he signed up for was the one at her home. He didn't tell me about it; I found out about it myself, but she is one of the yogis that he follows on his account, and while he may or may not have gotten off to her specifically, I couldn't help but feel a little uneasy about it
I'm probably overthinking and overreacting, and I have no issue with him doing yoga or any hobby at all, but knowing his kink and how he didn't tell me about his messages with her for a couple of weeks, just makes me uneasy, although I know that that's selfish and wrong to think on my part, and I haven't told him that I know about it yet, since I haven't fully processed my thoughts yet
However, given the context of his kink, I'm probably wrong for thinking this and know he'd never do anything like that, but I don't know if I'm being selfish to feel the uneasiness that I feel, and if I am, that's why I wrote this to find out, but if I'm not and just unable to think clearly... how should I go about it and potentially talking to him? How should I address it after he didn't tell me about it for weeks in the first place?
TL;DR: My boyfriend signed up for private yoga lessons at the home of a girl he follows on his Instagram and didn't tell me about it, and I have no issue with him doing yoga or any hobby, but he has a kink of getting off to yogis, and he follows her along with other yogis on Instagram too, and I couldn't help but feel slightly uneasy while doubting myself and wondering if I was wrongfully assuming and overreacting or simply being selfish, and before I bought anything up, I wanted to ask here first and get yelled at if so, so that it sets me straight before I actually ruin anything
Submitted May 26, 2021 at 08:28PM by throwrahowtotell https://ift.tt/34mWszG
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