We been together for 3 years, I leave in the morning and we just had a huge fight last night about me leaving and potentially missing her college graduation next year if I’m deployed or stationed somewhere that’s far. We also argued about my mom taking me to the airport in the morning...afterward my mom said that she understood and would be fine with her taking me to the airport (my gf’s still taking me, she’s just pissed)
She said that I signed up for a life of never being around and didn’t even consider how it would make her feel. We talked about this over and over again...she supported me the entire time. She just said she didn’t see how we were supposed to be okay for two months without seeing each other including her birthday which is during boot camp. I said we would be fine and I promised to write as often as I could. If anyone else ever stopped believing in me I wouldn’t care but now I’m freaking out that it seems like she’s backing out on me.
I might get 10/15 days of leave between A school and my orders depending on if I’m stateside or not (sometimes it doesn’t happen) but if it does Im going to do something really nice for her birthday which I feel shitty for missing.
Anyway. How do I make this “see ya later” less awkward and weird as possible? I have to leave I know but leaving with her this mad and disappointed in me fucking sucks
TL;DR - leaving for boot camp, girlfriend is mad at me
Submitted May 01, 2021 at 07:14PM by themadscientist__ https://ift.tt/3eLAB9R
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