TL;DR Seeing my ex messes me up.
She lives in my apartment complex. I see her maybe once or twice a week. Every time I run into her I just nod and wave and keep going. Its been 5 weeks since we broke up. I absolutely hate seeing her. It makes me feel like I'm going to throw up.
Shes the one that wanted all this. Everytime I see her i think "Oh im giving off the signal i dont want to talk to her by keeping walking or driving the other way!" But the thing is, she already told me she doesn't want to be with me. I have to keep my dignity and not try to talk her out of it. But oh man is it hard, every single time. Such a weird experience, i think to myself "Oh yeah, theres that person that lives over there that I thought I would spend the rest of my life with. Nope can't talk to her keep moving!" And she never reaches out after I see her, which feels like more rejection each time.
Does any one have any suggestions? No I can't break my lease and move, i couldn't afford that. Thank you
Submitted October 26, 2020 at 07:21AM by CascadeN1576 https://ift.tt/3jwv9rJ
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