I’m (25F) six months pregnant and my Ex boyfriend (25M) just left me for another woman. How do I get past this?

So I don’t know what to do. I sensed for ages that something was wrong. I knew he wasn’t happy. And I begged him to be honest with me. He lied to my face. Made out he loved me when he didn’t. Made out he wanted to be with me when he didn’t. I’m lost.

It all started this morning. I was coming home on a break from work, just settled in for some breakfast and I receive a question mark from this girl. A girl that me and my ex had argued over in the past due to flirty messages. I asked her if everything was okay. She didn’t respond. I asked again, she didn’t respond.

Now my anxiety is at an all time high cause ya see, he’s cheated on me in the past. And he lied to my face about it. I found out by snooping. This weekend he’s been out all weekend. I struggled to trust him, so to suddenly receive messages like this from a girl who he once flirted with, I couldn’t cope.

I texted him why was she messaging me. He told me he was sat with her right at that moment, drinking. I freaked out. He claimed she’s a female friend and she’s having problems with her ex. He was just being a friend. Okayyyy, so why was she messaging me ? When I asked her this she wouldn’t give me an answer. Finally she responded by saying that apparently he had told her he wasn’t with me anymore, but his mother gave a different story so she wanted confirmation from me.

My heart broke. The betrayal cut deep. I couldn’t breath. I collapsed on the floor, hyperventilating. Wanted to scream. What made it worse was while he was denying this on the phone to me, I could hear her in the background saying “if she doesn’t believe we are just friends, that’s her problem” I burst out crying and put the phone down. When I tried messaging him, he ignored me and so did she.

So I told him it was over, blocked him and her. Packed his bags and took them to his mothers. Hardest thing I had to do. I was in tears the whole time. Explained to his mam who supported my decision and then I went back to work.

Now I’ve just found out he’s stayed at her house from his mam, and apparently he’s told her he’s going to see how things go with this woman. He is currently at her house now. I can’t sleep, I don’t even want to live. If it wasn’t for my baby I’m pregnant to now, I wouldn’t even be here. I don’t know what to do and where to go from here.

I know I have a baby and it’s something anchoring me right now but honestly I see no light at the end of the tunnel. The pain is unbearable. I love this man, from the bottom of my heart. I’ve done everything for him. And he shot me aside like I was nothing. I have no way to move foreword from this.

And what makes the pain even worse is when I do have my baby, I have to deal with seeing him and his new girlfriend and I have to hand my baby over to him on weekends for them to care for. I can’t bear it... please someone give me advice. What do I do? How do I move on from this? I can’t see past this now...

TD;LR Ex boyfriend left me for another woman while I’m six months pregnant. How do I move on from this?

Submitted May 26, 2019 at 04:27PM by Acrosstheuniverse19 http://bit.ly/2YRn2Ms