He might’ve gotten a girl pregnant during our break.

Tl;dr: he might’ve gotten a girl pregnant during our break. not anyone’s fault but I’m in a shitty stage of mind.

My bf and I (both in our 20s) was dating for about a year when we broken up bc he was gonna move to another state. I was devastated but I respected his choice.

We were on a break for a few months and we both slept with other people.

When he took me out a few months after our break he confessed that he might’ve gotten a girl pregnant. He wanted to take full responsibility of it. And I was fine with it, as hurt as I was, it showed me that he’s a decent guy. I love him and I was willing to work it out with him.

The girl cut him off completely when she was abt 4 months pregnant, not a word. His last text to her was him asking if he can take her out for dinner do discuss further details about the baby, DNA test and such. She never replied.

She gave birth to a little boy, I stalked her on fb and saw there’s a guy in the picture. They seem to be a little happy family. So we believed she knows who the father is and it’s not my bf.

That was like a year ago. A few months back I saw her posted a breakup status on fb and she added my bf on fb. But a couple weeks ago that guy appeared on her fb again, like a happy family, again.

Well tonight at 1am (I always stay up later than my bf does) I saw a text on his phone (I didnt open it) but basically it’s from an unsaved number and it said “I’m sorry for my toxic and rude behaviors when I was pregnant...”

I’m honestly just scared and hurt about what to come. What if the baby is his? And am I actually ready for this? I have no idea. We’ve only been together for a couple years and Idk if I’m ready for everything. Or even if I have it in me, am I just wasting my time and youth with all these...

I do love him a lot and he’s a great guy. But I can’t have children, he never wanted kids, so it was gonna be perfect. I’m just really hurt and can’t stop crying thinking about how he might have a son, and if it’s his son he’ll be full on dad. And I can’t have a baby. Am I ready to see this for the rest of this road?

And if everything’s true, do I have it in me to leave?

Sorry. I’m just crying and rambling now.

Submitted May 04, 2019 at 11:55PM by phoenixtoken http://bit.ly/2JeBR70