Me and my girlfriend have been together for 3 years. When we met she was suffering from depression and general anxiety, and she still does but it has gotten better. I love her more than anything. Last summer she got a job, the first one after a long period of unemployment. She really enjoys it and has made friends of her own, something that she never had before. It has helped her a lot and I am really happy for her. She prioritises them over me, and even though that made me sad it's understandable given her situation and I figured it was something that would get better with time. However recently she has spent a lot of time with a guy in particular and I can tell that she really likes him, but I was worried that she maybe even liked him more than just a friend. I can't say exactly what gave me that feeling but I've had it for a while and it's eating me up.
So I did something terrible and read her diary. I have wanted to many times but told myself that I shouldn't, it's hers, and it's a terrible invasion of privacy. But it was killing me. It said right there on the page. She wrote about how difficult it was to be in love with him because he was so perfect but she didn't know if she was with me because she loved me or just because she was "comfortable" with me.
Now I don't know what to do. I feel terrible for reading her diary but it confirmed my suspicion. I don't know if I should let it be and see what happens or try to talk to her without giving away that I don't know anything. I love this girl. We've been through so much and recently everything have been so much better than ever before but it was difficult before when she left to be with her friends, it's gonna be even worse now.
Please help
Edit: It also said that she's kissed him multiple times
Tl;Dr
Read my girlfriends diary, she writes that she is in love with another guy
Submitted April 25, 2019 at 03:35AM by swedishthrowaway67 http://bit.ly/2L4tnSL
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