My husband and I had been married for almost 4 years. I would say overall our marriage and relationship is fine. We have our moments where we bicker at each other, we joke too much, or we play too rough.
Earlier I was playing and combing our kids heads with my nails. They thought it tickles and was laughing. I did it to my husband but he didn’t have any reaction so I jokingly said “Oh, sorry I forgot that your head hurts when I touch it.” I was joking about this because earlier in the day I rubbed my head against his head (we do this to each other all the time) and then he yelled at me saying it hurts his head.
Anyways after what I said he goes “Why do you always do that?!” I asked “Do what?” He said “That.” I was confused so I asked “What do you mean?” He cut me off and then said “Just shut the fuck up and stop talking. Like seriously gosh damn.”
I just went quiet. Lately he’s been telling me to just shut up a lot. Tonight just hit differently because I started to realize how much he’s been telling me to shut the fuck up lately. It’s really hard for me to be myself around people and my husband is probably the only one. And now I don’t know how to act or what to say around him. Before we slept, I told him how I felt. He said he’s sorry, did a big sigh, and then turned away. I told him that what he said made me really sad and he got mad at me. So now I don’t know. Maybe I’m just too much. Maybe this is why I don’t have any friends or why I’m not close to anyone. I’ve never opened up to anyone besides my husband. And now, I don’t know. It feels like I’m walking on eggshells.
Tdlr: I joked with my husband. He got upset and told me to shut the fuck up. Now I don’t know what to say or act around him.
Submitted May 03, 2021 at 01:54AM by Awkward_Plum2732 https://ift.tt/3eMPAjP
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