Hey all! Going to go ahead and apologize for that length of this.
My ex (28 y/o) and I (26 y/o) were together for almost two years. We lived together for a year. We got engaged May 2019 and started planning our wedding. He was very active in the planning process also. We had a really great relationship. I have never loved anyone like I love him. We had a strong, deep connection, always went above and beyond for each other, and all the other things you could wish for in a relationship. We were truly best friends and excited about spending the rest of our lives together.
He started acting weird in the middle of August 2019. He randomly came to me and told me he wasn’t sure he wanted to be with me and how he had this big plan to go backpacking across Europe to figure things out. We broke up and I moved out. We still talked and hooked up. He kept telling me he wanted to be with me but needed to work on himself and that there was no one else.
Well I’m October I found out he had been cheating on me since July 2019. The girl is someone he met on a game on his phone that lives on the other side of the United States from us. They were constantly calling each other and sending inappropriate pictures. Once he knew I knew, he blocked me on everything and we haven’t talked since. I tried to reach out to get closure and he just ignored me. My friend also found him on tinder. So I accepted it and moved on.
I found out through a mutual friend he left for Europe Monday and him and that girl still are talking. It hit me hard and I’m having a hard time dealing with things. Emotions I haven’t felt in months have came back up.
TL;DR I feel like I won’t be able to move on 100% without closure. This was the person who planned out the rest of his life with me. How could he cheat? Why did he cheat? Does he even love her like he says he does? I just want closure but have no idea how to get it and have no way to really talk to him.
Submitted March 04, 2020 at 02:10PM by wuzzzupppp https://ift.tt/2VOIW4C
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