Throw away Tldr: I (28f) have been catching my bf (32m) masturbating which hasnt bothered me before but after he opened his phone to porn in front of me, im starting to feel bad.
I am thinking this has to do with my self worth and self esteem. Normally im not bothered by this, i know my bf masturbates and he watches porn. This was NEVER something I cared about. Now we live together and our sex life is not so active (still good when its there). Ive been catching him all around the house as hes not terribly discreet. One day he simply annouced it and let me know hed be back in 10. I asked if i should come and he shrugged either way it was whatever. I didnt go. Over the weekend he opened his phone in front of me and it was just porn with sound everything. I called him out on it and he didnt say much. This has thrown me for a loop. I really really really dont want to be upset by this and have never had a reason to before. Its not like were ever crazy having sex 24/7. But with this incident I just feel BAD and i dont know why. I tried to bring it up and he was surprised i was hurt and said it would change. I believe him. Why is it that im still thinking about this and the situation still bothers me, then? Why all of a sudden am i feeling jealous when that was never there before? How do I continue on like this doesnt bother me still/how do i get it to stop bothering me?
Submitted September 30, 2019 at 01:14PM by lovethemskritches https://ift.tt/2nfaotr
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