Hi everyone, a little background: i was that clumsy chubby tall guy who does not have a GF until early 20's. That relationship went full toxic in less than a year, she was older than me and used to compare me with her ex, blaming me about not being like she wanted. After almost 5 years of relation (oh man, i don't want to do that anymore!! ) we broke up when she cheated on me. I went full workaholic, tried to date a coworker but didn't work (i learned you should not date a coworker) after a year of being dedicated on my work i got fired due layoffs.
I started a new job (the one where i still work) and by that time i started chatting with this ex classmate (i was living in anothe city) and we started a long-distance relationship that didn't last long. Then i decided to dedicate to myself, i lost weight, started doing sports, getting hobbies, doing hiking, etc, etc.
When i turned 30 i started noticing how my friends and coworkers were all either married or with children, i didn't care but that feeling of being alone started growing little by little.
6 months ago i met this girl in a medic consultory (the waiting room), we started chatting a lot and i felt in love with her, i invited her to hang out and she accepted but after 2-3 months of dating she told me she wasn't into me.
I lost a bunch of self esteem because i was really into that girl, and the fear of being alone started to take a lot of my mind.
Recently a friend of mine recommend me to use dating apps, wasn't sure about that but still tried, has being a month of using the dating apps and got only one match, the girl of that match just vanished after a week (i don't know what i'm doing wrong, i guess dating apps are not for me).
I don't know what do now, the girls of my age are either married or with children, i don't want to ask coworkers to go out, ask girls in the gym is highly uncomfortable, the hobbies i do are crowded just by men.
I hope this is just a phase.
Sorry for the wall text, i just wanted to get this off my chest, open to any advice.
TL;DR; Not getting dates, the last girl i felt in love dumped me, started worrying about being single, i don't know where to go now.
Submitted September 25, 2019 at 08:28AM by AsioNSFW https://ift.tt/2n1hQYv
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