I (27)f have a long history of substance abuse that came to a halt three years ago when I found out I was pregnant with my son. This fellow took me in when I was homeless as a teenager. We may have did some doping all through the years but he made me get up and go to school every day. Made me do my homework. Etc. He was a good guy. The most we did back then was smoke pot, drink, recreationally use coke and pills. Sounds bad but for us it really isn't.
But when I moved on as I aged and became independent, he eventually became homeless himself and came to stay in my home My herion habit was at it's peak and he got into meth bad. When i quit at the news of my pregnancy, he chose to leave and "get cleaned up in Arizona" met some girl, had his first kid, swore up and down meth was over.
I just got a call after just receiving a sucide note from him on a text a few months ago and having to call the police (he has history of mental issues, nothing new), that he is in jail for child endangerment, drugs, etc. I mean a lot. He went in yesterday. This is serious stuff. He could have really let a child be killed.
I am devastated. He is not who he was when I was growing up. He wanted me to succeed. He talked me through many things. He kept me away from my abuser a long time. Now, he's completely fallen off. He's tried to call me from jail but I just can't pick up the phone. I don't know what to do. He's done so much for me. He's my brother in my heart. What do I do?
Tl;dr friend long time drug addict. Finally really screwed up and even put kids in danger. What do I do? He's done so much for me.
Submitted April 25, 2019 at 05:53PM by TheCaptivesparrow http://bit.ly/2Wfc4za
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