The world has gone mad and I am now terrified of women

I will keep this as TLDR as possible.

• 4 Year LTR with BPD woman who abused me in all sorts of ways which lead me to the red pill, saw how society literally didn't bat an eyelid / Justified it / Happy wife happy life / that's just how women are etc
• Even at the young age of around ten I had figured out that females play by a totally different set of rules to males in terms of having consequences to their actions for how they treat people.
• Age 18 my first relationship of 3 years ended when my then GF all of a sudden changed how she dressed / acted and cheated on me , I remember being so shocked at how she was giggling and had no empathy towards me crying and begging for her to stay like a little bitch, and how when i saw her in a club she lied to the bouncers and everyone there saying she had no idea who I was.
• Age 18 I took a girl out on a date who got so blind drunk that i had to put her in a taxi home, to receive threats days later from her friends saying I had raped her, when we literally didn't even come close to having sex, she was so drunk and had such ASD that she convinced herself this had happened, eventually she admitted that she made it up and my name was cleared, no consequence to her and literally zero remorse from her.
• Only 4 days ago, a woman I met on tinder went fucking NUTS when I rejected her, I rejected her because my crazy woman spidey senses were tingling and she had false rape charge written all over her.

So yesterday I met a LEGIT HB10 off instagram, here is the TLDR and some red flags and points

• 24 years old (i am 30)
• Comes from a good background parents still married
• has a kid, dad not really involved
• her window to her house smashed by a different ex
• Despite LEGIT being a 10, says she has only been with 3 guys including me.
• F closed on the first day, says she never does this etc
• Started CRYING during Sex then saying no its fine
• Randomly just STOPPING during sex and being strangely affectionate
• has a drink problem
• Self harm scars from years ago

The point i'm making here is, before, if i F closed, i would wake up feeling good about the night before, now i am riddled with anxiety, I had to get the CONSENT text message to cover my back.

Im starting to see the point that MGTOW makes, it really isn't safe.

Submitted July 27, 2018 at 04:33PM by Carcrash1985 https://ift.tt/2LUXUy8