I love this girl but it went really dark really fast, i realized all of the problems she stated come from my fear of losing her. I didnt say what i wanted, i didnt do anything for myself, i did everything for her, i was overthinking everything and i was feeling like shit.
I did all of these things to please her so she wont leave me but in reality it did the opposite lmao
I have this problem only with her. With friend i can say my opinion and i dont care what they think but with her? nah, i literally cant even argue back because i dont wanna hurt her, i feel like i like her more than i like myself so i dont wanna make her mad.
I realize when i wanna say something but i dont, do you think saying it regardeless would help my problem?
i guess i just have low self esteem and i need to realize she is not the only girl in universe.
TL;DR im scared to lose her by being myself
Submitted March 18, 2023 at 02:31AM by Vit3Kk https://ift.tt/OelLCfd
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