About a week ago I was rummaging through our bedroom looking for something totally unrelated to the diary I found. The diary was mostly random thoughts and some ranting about any arguments and disagreements her and I have had, but there was 3 pages written in cursive about a methamphetamine fueled affair she had at a hotel with a man named David. The three pages were also completely scribbled Out with black sharpie but after taking pictures and editing the photo with my iPhone everything could be read clearly. It was very disgusting and descriptive. She wrote she had worn a lingerie set under her sweatshirt that I had bought for her, and showed it off to this guy after receiving a few lines of methamphetamine. She then wrote on about fucking him and letting him cum inside of her and then coming home cleaning the townhouse we live in and fucking me afterwards.
I have a very VERY accurate memory, especially about situations that seem odd to me. I DO NOT remember this timeline of events. Her and I have gone through dry spells of sex that she claims is because her bacterial vaginosis makes it painful. After confronting her about the diary she suddenly wants sex again. The god damn story she wrote was her handwriting, also it was in cursive which she hardly ever writes in cursive, and she denies it and also denies ever even remembering writing it. She had a friend who really didn’t like me at the time so I asked if she would vaguely copy her handwriting and try to make it so I would find the diary and leave her. Again, my wife still claims she does not know.
She never got defensive, or angry about it. She also didn’t ask why I was snooping through her stuff. My question is, was this a real affair? Or is this some kind of nasty fantasy she had and doesn’t want to confess to having even if she never did do it? She may have been a meth addict at one point in life but she’s always been sweet, caring, and honest. I have no idea what’s going on anymore, and something that may never have happened is causing me to consider divorce. The person I know and love is nothing like the person who wrote that disgusting story in her diary. Help please, because at this point I really want the marriage to be over. I feel betrayed, and I feel decieved.
TL;DR My wife had a diary entry about doing meth and cheating on me, claims she doesn’t remember writing it, and won’t admit to anything she doesn’t remember. She isn’t defensive about it and isn’t angry at me for snooping. This isn’t anything like the person I married. Is this some kind of fantasy she had? Or is she just that good at lying?
Submitted April 03, 2022 at 12:01AM by tacobellbraaaps https://ift.tt/Np3FLOD
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