We didn’t even get in an argument. She just got mad because I touched her with a dirty hand, and I forgot, and she slapped the side of my face, pretty hard. I was angry, because it felt spiteful, and she said she was angry she did it so hard, but not that she hit me.
We roughhouse all the time. If I hurt her on accident, I apologize profusely. She’s hit me like this multiple times, and every time she doesn’t say sorry, says it was a joke, so I let it go. This time, it felt purposeful and vengeful and She won’t even say sorry. She refuses to see my side. I just dropped her home after this happened, no words exchanged because I was fucking mad. And we had a great day together too.
She texted me saying I’m overreacting, and to contact the cops if I felt she was really abusing me. And no, I don’t think she is. I just find that fucking absolutely unacceptable. I’ve never hit her out of spite or anger, I’ve had that done to me by family, and people that I thought cared about me, and I won’t react physically with anger. Or verbally. I’ll just be quiet. Again, she says she said she’s sorry for how hard it was, but not that she hit me. And again I’m overreacting. And that I’m showing my true colors. And I think this is ridiculous. I said I won’t talk to her until she fully apologizes, and I’ve gone back on my word before but I won’t this time. She says don’t wait for an apology and to just lose her number.
This just took me back mentally to a place I don’t want to be, now after a lot of mental work I put in, I’m finding myself thinking about things I would rather not. I’m really fucking hurt right now, deeply, and I truly think I’m misguided enough to think I’m overreacting. I know I’m not. But I would like opinion/advice anyway. Thank you.
TLDR; gf slapped me, won’t say sorry, and that I’m overreacting. I don’t think I am.
Submitted April 27, 2019 at 12:35AM by putinonmypants69 http://bit.ly/2V0XxuG
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