I think my roommate went through my embarrassing internet history and told my friend group

Hi, it is a throw away account... I (25 M) are living with 3 other male roommates in mid 20s.

Sorry my english isn’t so perfect

I used to have a porn addict and that went so bad to the point I isolated myself from roommates after school and work. Now I don’t have the addiction anymore and having a really healthy life style.

Here are some of the reasons why I’m sus about one of my roommates went through the router and checked my porn history and told everyone to humiliate me. I will refer him as P. It is such a humiliating and disrespectful to me right now. I don’t know what to do with this anger and shame. Imagine your group of friends know your darkest secret. For me this is a few kinky categories of porn. The worst part is that IDK if im being too crazy without a hard evidence or not. Plz help reddit.

1. One time P and I were chillin watching youtube, P showed me this one video where the guy showed viewers how to find other’s internet history anonymously thru router. Well, it wasn’t the first video we watched. We watched his other video and when I asked him for the youtuber’s other video, he chose the video.

2. When we(all 4 roommates) were in the common area and were talking about something sex related. P brought of “edging” that was one of the category i was into. He kept saying “ don’t you like edging ? I fu@king love edging bro” I felt weird him talking about it but quickly shook it off and didn’t really think about it. I didn’t want to over think and thought to myself why would anyone spend their extra time and be such a creep like going thru other’s internet history.

3. We had a house party recently and I came in late. I was tired from other events and didn’t drink and went into my room and closed the door. Then I heard some ppl outside (drunk) sayin “yo what is OP doing in his room “ and some other said “ haha prob jerking off” Well- this conversation is not so sus, because we guys make many porn/sex/masterbation joke casually. Lol we are in early- mid 20s and immature. But sometime later one of my drunk friend(not P) came in and started talking about “prostate massage” that was one of the category i used to watch. That drunk friend kept talking about it and like jokingly explained how to do it. At this point I felt very strange and started to back track what is going on. And i felt like P told not only my other roommates but also other ppl at the party about my porn history.

Tbh I thought to myself like this. Even if P really did went thru and told everyone. I can just ignore. If he did, he is a rude piece of shit and I don’t have to deal with him. But sometimes when I get emotionally vulnerable (sudden depression maybe ? Or when things doesn’t go as I wishes in general) I lose my confident and kept thinking about this and get paranoid. It is so humiliating and upsetting.

That is why right now, i couldn’t fall asleep and typing this at 2AM. Im kind of shaking and want to stab him in his face (jk i will never do). Plus, it just my guess... I dont think I have a hard evidence ?

Hey reddit, How should I deal with this. Move on with my life , ignore this shit as it didn’t happen and its all in my head? Should I straight up confront and ask him if he did ?

If I really find out P the piece of shit did such thing as i assumed, then how should I deal with the awful truth?

Thank you in advance !

TLDR: i think one of my roommate told a lot of friends of mine what I was watching on po@nhub (embarrassing genre / category) by hacking the router. But Im not sure if he really did but it is highly suspicious.

Submitted March 27, 2019 at 01:50AM by qoznxbuwwk https://ift.tt/2CHcs1N