Uncomfortable with SO “interests”

On mobile so I apologize for formatting and way of typing.

(Me, black 21m) My GF (Mostly European, 21F) has a thing for black guys. I’m use to this, and it’s been common in a few of my relationships. (I’ve been more or less fetishized before, and makes me wonder if thats how she thinks of me) We have been dating for 15+ months, and I didn’t really think about it as much till now. All of her pst EX’s were brown/black, her porn history is FILLED with interracial porn, when we are relaxing/chilling around I sometimes see her watching videos of shirtless black guys (all muscular ofc) and I told her it bothers me sometimes, she incorporates our color in the bedroom/dirty talk.

Now recently, my girlfriend doesn’t have ANY friends, as in, I’m the only one she talks to at all. I noticed she had a few black “friends” from high school that she just watches their stories and never talks to them, (sometimes posting shirtless videos of themselves etc etc) she says she just watches their stories to keep up with their lives, but kind of just thinking this is bullshit. (They don’t really post anything about their lives in the stories, just what they’re doing, or talking about random stuff) am I overreacting? It’s sort of getting to the point where it bothers me that that’s what she’s looking at all of the time (which is fine if that’s what she likes, not saying she shouldn’t be doing that, just makes me uncomfortable)

TL;DR girlfriend has a “liking” for African American guys (which I am) and it’s starting to bother me.

Edit: here is a specific example of what I mean.

Girlfriend and I were going through our phones you know deleting old people, ex’s, numbers of people who just aren’t there anymore, stuff we didn’t need.

As we are going through her snapchat friends list there are multiple black and white guys, (maybe one or two ex’s) she had no problem deleting any of the white guys, but WOULD NOT delete the black ones, and said it was because she liked keeping up with their lives (as far as I know they do not talk at all) that was just a specific instance where that made me think, and I talked to her about it.

Edit 2: I guess I should’ve stated in the original post that I will be leaving for a few months, and that’s why I’m having some issues. My SO does not have any friends or family members that she shares her feelings with and I’m the only one, take me out of the equation and I’m just wondering what will happen.

Submitted March 29, 2019 at 08:25AM by Mysecretthrowaway901 https://ift.tt/2V4OC7o