Sometimes (I'd say about 3 times a month, maybe?), I wake up in the middle of the night agitated and experiencing vivid sexual thoughts. This generally lasts for a short time before I go back to sleep.
Other times, though, I get up from bed (still half-asleep/half-awake) and walk around my room for about a minute or two still having sexual fantasies. Even more rarely (probably 4 or 5 times over the past few years), I head to my sister's room and... think of her, sexually.
Most of those times I head back to my room pretty much immediately and go back to sleep.
This has probably happened more times than I remember because both my parents and my sister have told me that over the years I've walked towards them semi asleep in the middle of the night, generally to mumble nonsense and go back to sleep. I don't remember any of those times.
I am mortified by these these thoughts the next morning and they stay with me for the rest of the day most of the time.
One time, I even peeked through her door for a few seconds while she was in her PC before heading back.
Why is this happening? I'd like to think I'm not a weirdo. I'm polite, I treat people respectfully, I don't catcall girls, I have no intention of anything with my sister.
Why does this happen and how do I stop it?
tl;dr: I sometimes wake up with intense sexual urges and think of my sister sexually. Sometimes I even head to her room still semi-asleep before heading back almost immediately. Why is this happening and how do I stop it?
Submitted March 04, 2020 at 10:51AM by AdministrativeSale0 https://ift.tt/39raf8X
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