I have been with him for 3 years. I've always been this weight.
All his ex partners have been really thin. I am 5'6" and 179lbs. I wear a size 14 and my bra size is 38d. Before I met him I was 205lbs but I lost 25lbs. I am well aware that I'm not skinny, but I've been fairly happy with myself, until recently because of his comments.
He's made passing comments before about how tiny various women are. He's also made comments about "we both need to get in shape" etc. When I admitted that I used to weigh over 200lbs he said "wow, that's awful". He's also made comments like when he met his buddy's wife for the first time and I asked what she's like: "she seems nice. she's an overweight brunette and she works at _____". When I met her, she's thinner than I am.
Recently we had a fight and it was about sex. I can't remember it exactly but I was upset that I often wake up to him masturbating beside me in bed (yet we rarely have sex). We were both mad and he ended up telling me that our sex life sucks because I'm "really fat". I told him I don't think I'm really fat and he said I'm being delusional. Later he told me he's in love with me and I'm his life partner and best friend, but that he doesn't care if I'm fat...but that I am and I should stop lying to myself.
I know I'm overweight. But I never thought I was obese. Maybe I AM delusional? Please just be blunt. Maybe since I used to be over 200lbs I now have an unrealistic view of my body and think I'm ok at 179 lbs but everyone else thinks I'm fat? Give it to me straight.
tldr: am I fat?
Submitted August 02, 2020 at 10:06PM by StrawberryTop4175 https://ift.tt/33xtAFJ
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