Am I both Paranoid and Traumitized or is she going to cheat? (HELP)

I'm a 22 year old male. My GF is 24. We have been together for 3 years. Before getting with my GF, I was in another relationship with my high school sweet heart, from 9th to 12th grade. I found out she cheated behind my back and the relationship ended. Not gonna lie, that had me hurt for a while and left a lasting impression on me. For the most part of my relationship I never had trust issues with my gf at all. Never insecure or paranoid, never jealous - so much so that it bothers her. I never felt the need to be, I've always been content and confident. I give her great sex which I put a lot of effort in, I take good care of myself, I am extremely in shape, handsome face and well dressed, well spoken young guy. I always try to be a respectful and always hold fast to my honor.

Having said that, before I found out my ex cheated on me...I was having this weird gut feeling and these dreams...I cannot explain it, not asking for any spiritual advice just explaining myself..and recently after like 5 years....THEY CAME BACK!

Now I have this weird feeling in my gut that shes doing something even tho I HAVE NO EVIDENCE. I recently saw she changed the password in her phone, constantly texting this new guy at her job and it's made me suspicious but I never brought it to her attention because it would be foolish of me to make an accusation without any evidence. Theres also different guy at her job whom I know tried to get with her who was recently rehired again, I just can not trust her.

I am not insecure though, I count my blessings, there is no pride or arrogance in me. I just know my worth, I really really do take great care of myself and see value in myself. My appearance and my character, yet I feel threatened....I just can not trust her at all. Its inside my gut, for 3 years I was happy and just recently this feeling which haunted me with my ex and was confirmed has returned.

What do I do? Is it all in my head?

TL;DR

Girlfriend showing suspicious signs causing me to feel threatened yet I have no evidence

Submitted February 08, 2020 at 04:22AM by ANACONDA_MMA https://ift.tt/2SdcRkZ