My boyfriend is very kinky to say the least and I am very vanilla since i was virgin before he convinced me to have sex. Ever since then he's been introducing me into his kinks. I have no problems with most of them except for the one he recently told me about which is face fucking.
I didn't know what it is so he showed it to me in porn and it looks horrible. Its where a girl lays down face up and and a guy uses their mouth like a vagina. It looks so scary because the girl doesn't have any control. And it makes me think less of him for liking it.
I tried it anyway because I love him and it sucked. I made him stop because i felt like I would vomit even though he said vomiting is normal. He also told me his ex didn't like it at first but after you do it a lot it gets easier which made me feel horrible. I don't want to know that his ex was better than me at something.
I feel bad that he even likes this thing and I wish i never saw his porn tastes. Most of it looks painful to women. I'm scared to have sex again because i know what wants from me now. It seems like the whole point of his kinks is that the women not enjoy it. How do I get over this?
tl;dr: BF's porn makes me think less of him
Edit: I am sorry for kink shaming. I really didn't mean to kink shame anyone!
Submitted November 19, 2022 at 05:29AM by DragonLillyasscrack https://ift.tt/3DwAxB1
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