I’m living with my parents at the moment. Last night I was in my room (I live in the attic and there is a door and stairs going up to the attic) masturbating with a sex toy. I also had a porn video on and it wasn’t exactly quiet but it wasn’t super loud. I have an AC in my room and there are also units in the rest of the house that cause quite a bit of “white noise” so usually I feel okay to masturbate without anyone hearing. Well, last night I was getting into it and perhaps making a bit more noise than I typically would. And I didn’t notice my door open but I heard it close abruptly and footsteps walking away. I immediately turned off the video and my toy as I was super embarrassed. I don’t think he saw anything but he definitely would have heard me.
Usually my dad and I are really close. We give each other hugs a lot and talk to each other.. but he hasn’t seemed to really want to be around me much after what happened. I definitely don’t want to bring it up but I feel like it’s.. somehow changed the way he sees me? Like I’m not his little girl or whatever. But I am a grown woman and I have needs..
Should I let it blow over? And how can I deal with not being close to my dad anymore as a result? And why would he not want to be close to me because he knows I masturbate?
TL;DR: my dad heard me masturbating and he’s been distant as a result. Why is he distant and what can I do to make things less awkward?
Submitted August 01, 2020 at 01:00PM by 2confrontornot https://ift.tt/2Dd6yJb
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