Hey, im fairly new to reddit to if i do something wrong please correct me.
Anyway on to the story. So I've(18F) been dating this guy(18M)for around 8 months now and I've dated a couple guys in the past, along with a few brief flirts with girls too. Since around 2 months ago I have had thoughts that I am actually a lesbian or some variant. These thoughts are in part due to the lack of sexual attraction that I have for my boyfriend, I am not sure if its due to anxiety or whatever but thinking about having straight sex disgusts me. I feel a lot of love for him but how do i know its not a friend love? I have romantic and sexual attraction to girls but im not even physically attracted to guys, it just seems to occur when i get to know them very well hence why I believe that this 'love' or liking I feel is actually desiring them in my life but as a friend. I have always not known a lot about sexuality due to growing up in a very Christian house hold so excuse me if I have a lack of knowledge. I would just like to know what to do and perhaps if this situation is actually normal and there is indeed no need to worry. Many thanks, Emma.
TLDR, feel lesbian but have a boyfriend of 8 months.
Submitted February 23, 2020 at 03:02PM by cocoandthecats https://ift.tt/2HNBiiH
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