I got cheated on

Tldr; I got cheated on

I was with this guy for almost 2 years. Yesterday I found out that he had a whole other girlfriend and has been hiding it for the past few months. I got in contact with her and she had no idea he had another girlfriend either. She said how she had met his parents (I had never in the past 2 years), he'd be at her place almost everyday, that he said I love you to her. The 3 of us met up and he said he had lost feelings for me a year ago. He said how he found the perfect girl and wanted to be with her. I'm so hurt. Everything he has said to me in the past year was a lie. It hurts even more that he doesn't seem to care about my feelings. All he cares about is trying to save his relationship with her/win her back. She told me that he showed up at her place today begging to get her back. I don't still want a relationship with him or anything, but I just feel so shitty like I meant nothing to him. I don’t know what to do. I just feel numb

Submitted January 23, 2021 at 04:30PM by kkkarebear https://ift.tt/3a2z3WF