I [19f] am open sexually with my bf [23m], but we did something I didn't like but he loved...

Ok I really hope I explain this well...

Me and my boyfriend are very open sexually, we try a lot of what each of us think is hot. We have done roleplay, costumes, positions, kinky stuff.

So he wanted to try anal and bdsm with me. We are pretty inexperienced, but he looked up different ways to tie up, and he did. We do have a safeword so here comes the mistake....

He put in the mouth gag! - So I am tied up and stuff, which is ok, and I can't talk but neither of us think I need it. We are doing the sexy, but when it comes to the part with my butt lol... He goes in and it hurts, because he is a decent size. Not HUGE, but definitely not small.

It hurts me, I can't stop him, and he keeps going until we are both done...

I wasn't mad at him, just the situation, and I wanted to talk, but he was so happy after. He kissed me, he thanked me, told me how loved it. Told me how he loved I was into new things, and trying things with me.

I didn't have the heart to tell him I was in agony almost the entire time!

SO I know I will get advice that will say to tell him I didn't like it... I do kinda plan to. But is there anything I can do to also keep this where we can keep doing this? Something like this? I really do not want to take away something he enjoys doing with me!

TL;DR

I had anal sex, but I was tied and gagged, not in much pleasure. He was in heaven. I want to make it so we both are

Submitted October 26, 2019 at 07:35AM by throwawayname_00 https://ift.tt/2pgrg40