We've been together for almost two years. He's first person I've ever gotten this close and serious with. We've lived together in an apartment for the past year and were looking to upgrade to a house, get some pets, and just start a life together. He travels for work frequently and he just got back from Portland last night. Something seemed wrong, almost like he was ill, but he insisted he was ok. He fell asleep on the couch so I got up to get the bed ready and noticed he had an unsaved number text him from Oregon. I went to check in case it was something important for work, which hes had me do many times when he doesn't have his phone on him. It was the girl he had cheated on me with just a few days prior. He was still messaging her when we went out to dinner that evening. I've never felt this level of hurt before. I woke him up and told him what I found and he admitted everything. Turns out shes someone that works at a company he does work with in Oregon so hes come in contact with her multiple times and will continue to come in contact with her.
I'm so lost. I've never had someone cheat on me before and I knew it would hurt but never this bad. Can something like this ever be forgiven and forgotten? I truly thought he was my soulmate. I feel like my life has been torn in half. He truly does seem upset and remorseful about it but I just don't know what to think.
TLDR; Found out my boyfriend of nearly 2 years cheated on me just a few days ago. If you've experienced this, can it be forgiven and forgotten?
Edit: My question isn't able salvaging the relationship he destroyed. He already screwed that up triumphantly. My question is about my own peace of mind and whether this is something I'll be able to get over and not hold this resentment in my heart forever. I don't want to make a future partner pay for someone else's fuck up
Submitted February 02, 2019 at 07:01AM by Turd-_-Ferguson http://bit.ly/2S2hy2g
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