I’m almost 22 and have only ever had a boyfriend in high school. I’m terrified that no one will ever love me.

I feel like I’m so behind and it’s getting late and no one will love me and I’ll never get married. I’ve only ever had one boyfriend in high school and that lasted two years. We broke up before collage. He was also the only person I’ve ever kissed or had sex with. I haven’t dated since, (like literally I’ve never been on a date with anyone and I’m almost 22). There have been a few guys who ask for my number but I have horrible horrible anxiety about dating and it keeps me from contacting them or going out. I’m terrified to try dating apps cause I’m afraid I’ll literally get kidnapped or murdered. I feel embarrassed. Everybody else my age seems to have had so many relationships and is dating or is with a long term boyfriend. I don’t really want kids but I also don’t want to miss my window if I change my mind one day. I’m feeling pretty hopeless honestly.

TL;DR! 22f, only ever had one boyfriend in high school. I’ve never dated beyond that. anxiety keeps me from dating and I’m afraid I’ll never be in a relationship or loved.

Submitted December 26, 2020 at 03:38PM by aalandrum https://ift.tt/3plfQ8k